“I am not waiting for a prince on a white horse. I am waiting for you… So why don’t you kiss me?”
― Frank Warren, A Lifetime of Secrets: A Postsecret Book

just had to start with a princess quote, very impressive. ha ha!

I just woke up, it’s one in the morning with the passing minutes of 32 and counting to sunrise,

I just have to take this out of my system, and i woke up crying,

I was thinking about you again,

You always appear in my dream lately now,

It’s just peculiar that I know I’ll see you someday,

But I just cry every morning I wake up in a random hour before sunrise,

I think you’re the cause of my insomnia,

But I’m not mad, I’m just *just say a random awkward emotion here*

I really I don’t know what I am thinking about Prince-Charming-Who-Doesn’t-Exist-In-Reality

I cry every time I think about you,

How I wish you were beside me,

You might come perfect in my dreams,

But in reality, you will turn out imperfect.

 

In my dreams,

you come over every night,

you bring flowers every night,

my parents never question you bringing all these flowers,

but I always question you, why?

you tell me, you’re not sick, you’re not Jamie Sullivan from A Walk To Remember who has Leukemia, but you’re beautiful, I want to ask your parents permission for your hand in courtship…You feel like a real life princess, who doesn’t have a slightest idea that you are, then you’ve been told by your own grandma, you are, like Mia in Princess Diaries… ha ha..I know it’s cheesy now…but you’d love me forever for it…

I laugh about your explanation, but I’m thinking in my head, my parents think that you’re asking me to marry me,

Since in their time period, it wasn’t like that…

It was quite a big difference, I know you’re non-traditional now but you try to be the traditional like the tradition during our parents time period when they were courting each other, 

You wanted to create a fusion courtship, a fusion between present and past,

With your successful efforts, it did work,

You’re unbelievable!

It’s crazy,

I always imagined you to be, tall, charming, all what I ever asked for in a guy, what the qualities my parents want in their “future-son-in-law”, my grandparents’ wishes in their “future-grandson-in-law” has came true too, wow, you’re quite a charm to my family, my brother and sister even like you, because you play games with them too, when you’re not bonding with me, you could be here or somewhere else with your friends, and you’re really close to me, you never leave me hanging, I’m glad you are… Another plus, my aunties and uncles love you too, you’re just too awesome to even believe my eyes, I know you’d look like quite a “foreign” Prince Charming, let’s just say you’re not Filipino like I am pure of … ha ha, you either look American or European or Aussie … just very adorable, like me ha ha, and your smile, is like a mini-heaven, given to me by God to cherish forever in my life. And I’m always the person that you’re family would love too…basically, in other words, we’re meant to be together forever… Made for each other type…Match-made-in-Heaven.

Quite the impression, I say.

I know, I know, this impossible. (as if the french would say it)

 In reality…

Wow, I really I don’t know who you are in reality yet.

I’ll find out much later in my life, when I see you… Let me know, hoping you’d be the same guy “in my dreams” 

but it’s very, very impossible…

At least these thoughts are gone from my chest,

I just realized it,

Thank you,

I hope someday, I’ll meet you, and become a reality for me.

When I meet you, I will let you read this just for laughs.

I wish you are better than my dream.

Going beyond…my dreams and infinity and beyond…

An extraordinary Prince Charming, in your own ways…take me places to I never been before, make my bucket list complete…

I think I’ll never forget this night. Thanks, God…

You made me write this up, and explain myself for a bit, I know you’ll continue to bring these dreams to me, make me realize that he’s getting closer, without me knowing, I’ll just wait when he knocks on my door, and say “I love you, I’m ready for anything the challenge that life brings us”

So here we go…the waiting game has begun, well, it did ever since I started thinking about you…

’til later on, my Prince, I’ll see you in my dreams for now…

See you on my doorstep every night, in reality, by that later…

From the princess-who’s-been-dreaming-and-wishing-about-you xoxo