I don’t know what to say to you

I scream my heart out,

you seem to not understand what i’m feeling right now,

I can’t stop my tears,

I feel like I have more than clinical depression when you talk to me,

It hurts me,

Stop raising your voice,

Talk to me in a calm voice,

I might understand you better,

you’re just explaining stuff,

I know that,

I’d rather be outside of the house when you talk to me,

Rather be here listening to you,

Sheesh, stop that angry voice,

I want to voice out my opinions but you never let me,

That’s why sometimes I’d rather die or be outside

Than to be here…

I know you want me to stay,

but inside I want to be outside…

In the cold…rainy..outside…

I’d rather be sick, and take care of myself,

I’d rather be not be fed,

I can take care of myself,

Just once,

please,

Don’t use your angry voice on me,

I cry my heart out,

My depression, might be more than clinical,

It’s hard to repair it…

I bottle up,

Just don’t talk to me for a day,

And see what happens….

We’ll see…

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